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yoshi ne... a few min mins pass nia... is cbl bdae... wish her happue bdae may her wish come true... 2dae actually go eat buffet de.. but in the end eat long john... 2dae pay $6.50 juz to scared my self for 2 hours... we watch the extorist... scary... but still feel gd... lolx.. hmmm.. when i go her bdae ne... duno will tio my frens sae i support which one or nt... but think of it i think i no wrong.. coz hor i support both sides ne... i neutral.. which side call mi go play i go which side nor.. like tt then wun tio ppl spysco...
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[02 Oct 2004|11:46pm] |
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yoshi ne.. come back update journal again ne...hmm 2dae.. woke up quite early ne.. coz tio wake up at 6.30pm by duno hu de sms.. after than wake up do some maths bath eat brkfast then arounf 1015am went to meet zenith de ppl for jamming session... final jamming be4 the 'o's.. todae we focus more on riyuu and rosier... got cock up especially mi... after solo i cant hear a ting.. man.. wat happen to my ears... anyway... after jam all go town except mi... i went to library then on the way i hungry.. then accidently see 3 siao kia... so ask them pei wo eat.. after eat we went seperate ways and i went to library meet my xiaoxingxing and her sis.. but too mani ppl le so i went to civic forth floor and wait for them..at 6plus they went c movie ne. i tired so bo go.. gonna end here..cyaz... -zAx-
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[30 Sep 2004|10:11pm] |
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yoshi ne... com finally can le... life without explorer sux man.. come here update my entry for another time ba.. enxt week no wan to on com le.. everydae pia lib or outside.. do wat ... no need think also will knoe rite.. study na.. those whu wan to find mi call my hp or msg mi lo.. and hose hu see mi online plz plz plz plz ask mi to offline and go study.. thank you dukes... god bless all and hope ya have a fine dae... eh for those sec 1 2 3 and psle de ppl.. hop eya ger gd results... jia you.. ^^.. especially the sec 3 de... exam coming le.. beta dun get distract by other things like relationship or wat... or else will be like mi.. fail like siao.. jia you ba...
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[22 Sep 2004|09:58pm] |
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today had my ss exam... one word takes up all..MATI.. regret nv start studying earlier.. hope i can cope.. wun be online le afetr my prelimms... tml got my maths paper one.. hope i score and my geo.. have tried memorised all liao.. cant go in.. now headache.. gonna slp. nitez
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[19 Sep 2004|10:25pm] |
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hmm... today is quite a boring day.. i woke up quite late in the morning as i watch movie yesterday night. After that i do some social studies. revise till around 3plus and i went off to sleep till around 7pm. After that had dinner and sit in front of the television and stared at it. feeling quite restless this few days. O level is just round the corner. Hope i get gd results. Will not be updating my journal that frequent liao Boz need to study ba.. think so.. gonna end here for today.
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[17 Sep 2004|11:15pm] |
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2daes no update my journal liao.. coz i am bsy preparing my folio.. yest i was at tom house pia folio.. pia till morning then come back home and dun feel like goin sch so i nv go.. coz i got sore eyes also... now i free so relieve.. have pass up my foilo.. wooooooohooooooooooo... my artefact also finish... wahahhaa.. song... althought i nv went to sch in the morning .. but i went in the afternoon to hand in my filio as it is due todae 5pm sharp.. after tt i wanted to go home.. but saw jm and paul.. so pei them a while... ill6pm call a while (._.'')... well when i reach home i take a bath and prepare for my maths tution.. i keep yawning.. muz be lack of sleep.. so i think going to slp early tonight.. gonna end here liao ne.. cyaz.. -zax-
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[15 Sep 2004|11:09pm] |
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hmm... today decided to slp early.. go sch later todae coz got science practical. go in already tio kp liao.. damn suai.. then come back do some dnt then dl some funny clips.. some are real funni.. laugh till stomachache... well gonna get some rest ne... oyasumi...-zAx-
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[13 Sep 2004|11:55pm] |
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hmm.. now very busy so i think i wouldn be writing long journal.. now busy doin my dnt folio.. still gt lotsa page left.. hope to complete by tml or i die... cyaz...
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[12 Sep 2004|10:54pm] |
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yea.. get to update journal early today. tml gonna start sch again. decide to turn in early. todae. woke up late. afternoon went out. help bring bro go see check eye de. spend 250 bucks on the glasses. 20 dollars more than mine man.. so style.. wan also cant change le. after that head for cwp to buy his bag. everthing wan new things. so gd. after that i am home nor. nth beta to do.. do some work and gonna slp liao.. feel uneasy.. duno she will be ok or nt. hope she was fine. anyway. i shuld mind my own business.lolx . nth beta to do go dig my nose into other pl de business mehz.. but he also no rite to sae mi. coz she find mi chat i find her chat as a fren nia. and i dun realli tok to her nowadyas after that incident. and i normally chat to her sis nia. asshole... na bei say liao more fed up... knn..
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[11 Sep 2004|10:42pm] |
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yawnx... feel damn tired..morning i wake up quite early, and rot the whole dae. afternoon i cook for my bro fried rice +egg+hotdog+beef. each ppl eat 2 bowl.. bro eat alot. after that i rot again till evening . and after that yj and cy come my house, i packed my things and we headed to jurong to swim. be4 goi into water. we had our dinner. cy and me managed to finish the whole meal. but yj not. hmm.. after a full meal, we jump into the lazy river and LOL.. in the tunnel we scream and scared the children inside.. the children heard liao also scream.. so funny.. then we act we fall down in the water.. act till so real.. it was so funni. we slack in the water till 830pm and headed to change and went home after that. now i was home and ate crab after that.. so song. but too full so i eat half onli. kn tt my fren feel unhappie..duno y.. so i send one happie de song let her hear.. hope she dun sad sad ne.. Lolx..
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[10 Sep 2004|09:38pm] |
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decided to update my journal ealy today. feel terrible. morning went schoold for dnt. after that went alone for lunch. went home change and get out of home again for jamming at Ajunie[wrong spelling]. meet alot of pros there. saw them jamming. make me feel that i am just like a piece of shit in front of them. they have far more experience and skills. hear one vocal singinng i for you by luna sea. he is damn pro. far better than me. duno how 2 carry on with beiing a vocal. hope that i dun drag them down with my lously voice. they are far more style than me. seeing that cy is getting beta and better. feel realli happiy for him. yj and brian also very pro. pok is also super pro. left me only. wonder this yr how 2 perform gig after the o [for me only] i am sure the other group members can get super pro with that. realli need to practise harder. well, after the jamming session, we took mrt and some headed for homr. some headed for town. so me and paul and yj and mokko went home. i nv go because i left only two dollars and feel down coz i bring shame to zenith. after we reach amiratly, i send paul home, i brought a ice cream and shared wid her.after that i went home by boarding the bus. dunno how 2 smile today after that, feel damn down. well i am tired and wanted to rest early today. god bless me. Amen -zAx-
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[09 Sep 2004|11:45pm] |
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its now 15mins to tml.. oops.. i have forgotten to update my journal yesterday ne.. hmm.. what had i done yesterday.. ohhhhh... i went to school.. and after that in the afternoon i went to shihui house..to do dnt.. liang jio me go de.. so i go nor..today..hmmm... i do my dnt.. after that my daughter(yusi) come my house... she come help mi design my dnt de things... after i reach home.. i went to bad nor then after that i wake up for my tutuion and after that i sit at the com till now... nth interesting today... tml got jam.. but beri far.. sobx..
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[07 Sep 2004|11:16pm] |
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today also late wake up ne.. after that i went to school for english remedial.. but hor.. when i reach there onli got 5 students in the class.. the rest all gone..and so we start our lesson and it ends around 1130.. 30mins earlier than usual.. after that mi and fat fark [yonghuang] went to cwp for our lunch... then we went for pool.. he so unluckily.. lose mi 6 or 7 balls.. like shit.. ask him train more than come challenge.. after that i headed for home and ahile later i was out again to library for my foilo.. this time i was with ahger, sebas and shihui.. after that mi and sebas went for dinner and after which we went home.. when at home.. heard that my cousin had gone for operation... so sad.. hope he was okie.. nvm.. tml go see him ok or nt.. think sure ok de.. he so fit.. also duno wanna go town or not.. coz i have no money ne.. poor thing sia mi... after i went home.. i sit at the toliet bowl long long.. stomachache super pain.. cant take it.. anyway.. i am damn tired now... whole body was aching after yesterday's badminaton..here pain there pain everwhere pain pain.. gonna take a early rest today.. tml still have to go other place... sobx.. -zAx-
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[06 Sep 2004|11:54pm] |
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hmm its now 16 min to tomorrow.. have quiite an interesting day today... woke up late in the morning again.. and stare at the com till around noon when i meet yiyi at cwp to have our lunch.. heard that she was unwell.. so poor thing ne..LOL ...after lunch she came to my house to study and she help mi draw my dnt de things.. thx a lot..well half way through she sae she was hungry and wanted mi cook 2 half fried egg and beef for her.. she beri the tiao ti.. both muz not be too over cook.. after eaten.. she play com a while and after that she said she was tired and headed home.. but but but.. someone stole her slippers.. Lol.. so poor thing.. coz she put her slippers outside... but she still managed to go home.. because i lend my slippers to her.. sori abt tt man.. i have warned u ne... Lolx.. paiseh worz.. so after that she went home and i meet my friends to go and play badminaton ne.. so song sia.. long time have not been playing and suddenly played... feel abit strange coz i have been playing wid big balls and now a small shuttlecock come in and i duno how i play.. but still i enjoyed the matches... playing badminaton in sore is killing ppl.. the booking fees of the indoor court was damn expensive... lolx..
but for the fun and laughter.. its worth it.. at there there are pok,yj, yuan, sebas,mok, alvin,and ccw and mi of course... after playing we headed out own ways... some went for dinner some headed home.. and after i reach home,.. i am here again..Lolx.. time to stop here ne.. cyaz again .. -zAx-
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[04 Sep 2004|10:29pm] |
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hmm.. todae nothing special in the morning.. i wake up late and just sit at the com for the whole day.. after that i do some maths.. hehe.. hardworking diao worz.. then after that Cy come my house.. we meet up and we went to KFC to have our dinner and lunch.. we brought two meals each and feel super full and we cont finish.. so we summon my bro to take two zinger burgers home to eat..Lol.. after that we headed to the sch for campfire.. near to the end of the camp fire.. my sir and mdm say some thing very meaningful.. wat done has been done...we cant undone it.. u may hate me.. but i still have ur interest at heart... even thought i am a baddie last time.. and if i change.. even it take weeks, months.. or years... one day finally u will understand the sincerity ne.. i think this apply to me ne.. mani ppl may hate me.. but i will try to change... even it takes forever... i will show it to u all and be frens again.. actually we today have jamming session at swee lee.. but brian had a headache and yijiang had a super diarrhea... hope that u all r alright... yj go sch just to tell cy that he had diarrhea..Lolx.. coz he just went sch and come back again even be4 the prelims... and i knoe that pok had pom the mt exam also ne.. Lolx.. so brave sia.. mi also dun dare.. juz hope he done well for the o lvl... god bless all and HEILERPAPEILER to all my frens especially zenith de and my best frens... -zAx- miss ya my 3 wives
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[03 Sep 2004|11:58pm] |
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its now two mins to tml... so i have to update my journal ne.. hmm.. today i went to school wid a pencil case.. have took my english preliums.. the appaer was difficult ne.. hope i dun do badly for that..i am so tired now.. write more tml then.. cyaz ne.. -zAx- missing my 3 wives.. Lolx..
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[02 Sep 2004|10:05pm] |
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hm.. today.. my friends have seen my journal ne.. all come sae gd gd gd.. i also dunno how i feel.. after school liang come my house and we do our port folio.. after that i went to the library to continue my port folio wif my ah ger [jane] ahger since last year... hmmm.. today saw her cry over something.. so poor thing.. its so easy to like someone.. and so hard just to forget him or her.. its just feel so pain just cant to be with him or her.. but nevermind.. there is a tim ewhen u started it.. there will also be a time when u end it.. and it means end of sorrow.. a translation from end of sorrow.. Luna Sea:
One experiences sorrow
And learns of true love
...Why was I born in this world?...
And then begins to love himself
have feel quite tired now.. tml i will be having my english paper.. hope i pass.. may the force be wid mi.. and may ur love be wid him last long. u got ya live.. i got mine.. and our paths doesnt meet as u and him... we belong to different world... i walk to a world of love for music... and u walk to a world of love...
well time to end here...
-zAX-
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[01 Sep 2004|10:51pm] |
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thought through liao yesterday de whole night... i realise wat is mean to be yours will be yours.. but if it is not yours then whatever you do,what ever method you used, she will not be yours.. i can do without her... i think and i hope so... i wouldn let my friends down...all my good friends.. liang, brian, chin, yj, paul,jm, cy , ximilu, yiyi ,sebas, and on and on.. so far have been trying to forget her. day by day missing her. even thought she had some1 else and i dont mean anything to her now... have never shown my feelings to any body beacuse dont like to add to my friends problems... think some of them know and they know i dont wish to bring up the thing... but so far till now.. i finally decided to voice my feelings to this journal which have been empty for weeks... friends always told me that there are better girls around which suits me... i agree too but i couldn 4get her... have keep trying and will keep trying till she is forgotten... it may take years.. may take months or weeks... or maybe even days.. who knows.. now there are a few ppl who are always beside me.. for example paul, chin, ximilu, zenith de ppl... they pei wo study, see movie.. play... have fun together.. i enjoy their company and have always try to give my best shots in playing with them.. have been trying to give my best shots in sudying also... o lvl is coming.i no wanna fail.. now i think around 40% have been forgooten for her... when it is 100% i think i will not even remember her face when we wont meet for a long time.. well... i also wanna put in my best in my band zenith and nth else.. and i think everyone will give me their support.. will u all?... well.. shall end here today and there will not be any more mood=???% for example.. hope so ne... -zAx-
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best mood todae..
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beta mood todae...
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